I wish I didn't feel for you anymore

Listening to: Nightwish
Mood: Melancholy/irritated
Graving for chocolate. Lots of it!

This is what happens when I get really irritated (I had a hard day at work) and after all that irritation I just want to feel numb. I just want to forget everything and don't really want to do anything, and then I start to listen to music and then it just happens so that I reach out for my sketch book and start to doodle.

I usually don't like my doodles which are made without a model though. It's maybe because I have a vision which is way over my skill level. I can't reach it.

But this one is an exception for me. It brings out exactly how I feel right now. Even if it isn't that good but it has the mood just about right for once.

And that name of this doodle just came out from one of Nightwish's song lyrics. It really has nothing to do with the doodle.

And um.. Do I see a bit of Levi Rivaille in that face..? Oh, dear...
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Character: England/Arthur Kirkland
belongs to Himaruya Hidekaz